Survival to Love:

Simone’s Notes:

As it pertains to BDSM, slavery refers to a dominant person owning a submissive person as their property. It is a consensual exchange of power between individuals. The use of the term 'sex slave' rather than just 'slave' is sometimes used to differentiate between consensual slavery and non-consensual slavery, because sex is not a necessary component of consensual slavery. Not all submissives are slaves, though all slaves would normally be considered submissive in the relationship. Sex slaves, and their owners, can be of any gender, sexual identity, or orientation. The types of activities entered into are usually well defined in advance and sometimes spelled out in a "slave contract", a non-legally binding document that outlines the desires, limits, and expectations of all involved. Slaves can and are often expected to perform sexually, though typically many relationship-oriented dynamics are also clearly negotiated, including clothing, diet, speech restrictions, household affairs and schedules. Typically outlined are clear expectations of whether the couple will be monogamous or polyamorous, and if there would be permission/expectations of sexual interaction with other people. Otherwise, a sex slave is often expected to perform many of the same functions that are expected of a slave/submissive, including wearing very revealing clothes, being shared, collar and/or leash, S&M activities, or bondage.

Alex awoke feeling as if someone had him in the back of the head with a two-by-four many times. He looked all around him. The darkness was the only thing piercing through his blurred version. The boy could barely feel his limbs. His head ached so badly. Something was not right.

“Oh good, you’re awake!” a cold voice cooed. Alex could barely move his head due to the pain. “That voice…” he thought. The boy felt an cold hand of automail lightly stroking his hair. Alex froze up all over. His mind screamed out danger through the fog of agony. He felt a small kiss on his forehead.

“Edward?” Alex tried to force out of his mouth. He found that his voice was too weak to produce any sound at all. All that came out was a nearly inaudible croak. His captor stroked his hair.

“I see the little cocktail I gave you has made you a bit groggy,” he hissed. “Very good, indeed.” The whole time, Edward’s voice along with any other sounds echoed loudly in the boy’s brain. They all just added onto his growing headache. This proved to be so true when Edward clapped his hands to transmutate his right arm into his famous blade. Alex heard the leather chords being cut away from his wrists and ankles. He tried to sit up, but found that his body was too heavy to move at all.

“Need some help?” Edward asked in a sweet and mocking tone. Alex didn’t nod or shake his head. His captor didn’t wait for an answer as he snatch the lamb off of the table and placed him onto his feet. Alex’s legs felt like jelly all over. He nearly toppled over to the floor. Edward laughed at the poor soul. This should be pretty entertaining. Alex tried his best to remain standing. The pins and needles feeling in his limbs weren’t helping him either.

“Now,” Edward spoke again. “I have another little game for you. I know I put you at a disadvantage, but it makes it more entertaining, wouldn’t you agree?” Alex still couldn’t response. His brain couldn’t form a rational thought due to the downer cocktail still in effect. The whole room was just spinning. Edward didn’t wait for a response once again.

“Anyway,” he went on. “I challenge you to get out of this whole cabin through the woods and to the road without any problems at all. If I find you out cold along the way, you’ll have to pay with it with your body. Do you understand me?” Alex could barely comprehend what was going on at all. The words came in all jumbled up. Plus, they sounded as blurred as he vision. Edward grinned at him coldly.

“Good!” he said. “Good luck!” Alex winced in pain as the footsteps echoed loudly in his ear. The door slamming shut made the pain worse again. It was then the words slowly sank inside. This was another one of Edward’s twisted games. He tried his best to think clearly. The cocktail seemed to block that out, so Alex decided to go small at first. Edward had trapped him once again, okay. He drugged him up to make it more a challenge, check. So, how to get out of where ever he was? The lamb looked around a bit. He still could not see too well. His hurting head wasn’t helping him either. Right. Just try to feel along the walls and do the best that he could. If that was going to be possible…

Alex reached his hand out for the nearest thing that he could feel. At first, he just felt air. That was his sign to keep moving. Though the drug still impaired him, Alex had to work with his situation. He took a few steps to his right. The poor lamb nearly fell over in the process. He tried his best to keep his balance. The sudden movement made his head ache even more. Okay, bad idea. Maybe he should try smaller steps. Yeah, that’s right. Alex slowly wobbled over to his right. He nearly kept falling over each time. It was if he was a drunk walking through the dark. Not a pretty site.

Alex reached out his hand again. This time, he felt hard wood at his fingertips. Good, he was against a wall now. He could work from there. The lamb slowly began walked along the wall. He tried his best to keep from falling on his face from there. The boy hoped that this room as big as he feared. But then again, knowing Edward Elric…

Alex walked along the wall until he felt cold metal. A little hope sparked inside of him. He kept touching the cold metal. This was a round object he was touching. That’s good so far. Alex began to think it was a door knob. He tried to turn the cold metal object. It slowly moved with his hand. Joy slowly registered in his mind. It was a door knob! Okay, good. Now to push open the door and try to leave. But did he have the strength to do that? He would have to see. The boy couldn’t push his arm to turn the knob at first. He still felt too heavy. But yet, he couldn’t give up. Edward would have his ass if he did.

After close to a minute, the door swung open. Ah, success! Alex pushed himself to walk right out the open door. The light bitch-slapped him right in the face. The lamb looked all around him. His vision improved a little bit. He felt like he was looking through a camera lenses that needed to be adjusted to match his vision. The rest of his condition had improved some as well. The boy just felt like pins and needles all over. He still couldn’t walk straight, however. His brain was still a bit in a fog as well. “Just keep taking it easy,” Alex thought to himself. He began to walk and feel around. So far, he only felt air. The boy pushed himself to keep walking. Suddenly, a cold breeze hit his skin. Alex quickly jerked up. It donned on him where he was now. “I’m outside in the cold and I’m naked!” he thought in shock. Okay, not good! He would have to act quickly or he’d end up suffering from hypothermia. Right! What to do? What to do?

Alex looked around him real quick. At this rate, direction really didn’t matter at all. He just needed to get up out of there right now! So, that is what he did. However, Edward played a nasty little trick on his pet. You see, the alchemist laced the downer cocktail with a little drug that make the symptoms reoccur repeatedly in any given moment. (What, did you think Edward was going to let him go that easily? Like Hell he would! That wouldn’t be so fun after all!) The effects hit Alex in a deep rush without a single warning. At first, the lamb felt really dizzy just as he was going to enter the woods again. Yet, the lamb wouldn’t give up. He was just determined to beat Edward at his own game. “No!” Alex thought fiercely. “I can’t let myself get weak now! I need to get to the road before I pass out! I refuse to be a victim anymore! Not this time!” The lamb pushed himself to keep walking. Alas, he stand was not to be. For right in the middle of the woods, the drugs really took over his mind and body. The last thing that Alex could remember was everything going black…

By afternoon, Edward walked out into woods. He found Alex lying down face out cold. The incubus alchemist smirked and shook his head.

“Hm, looks like I win,” Edward mumbled to himself. Then, he picked up Alex by the ankles and dragged him all the way back to the cabin.

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