Sexual Frustration:

Simone’s Notes:

Sexual frustration is the condition in which one is in a state of agitation, stress or anxiety due to prolonged sexual inactivity and/or sexual dissatisfaction that leads them to want more sex or better sex, or a state in which they are sexually aroused but unable to act on the feeling. The term does not define whether they desire is normal or abnormally high; it simply means that their arousal is not being met by activity and therefore they are experiencing tension as a result. It is sometimes used to imply that a person has an overactive sex drive, although more often it implies simply an uncomfortably low level of sexual activity, or some arousing stimulation that is causing frustration. Lack of sexual activity is not the only cause of sexual frustration; the condition may also be caused by a lack of a desired activity, such as acting out fantasies or trying new positions. In many cases, sexual frustration leads to compulsive masturbation.

“Come on, Winry!” Edward pleaded again. He was mounted on top of his girlfriend trying to screw her. Winry was pushing away from him as hard as she could. This was turning into a bad habit. “No!” she yelled out. Ed tried to take her shirt off but she whacked him in the hand hard. Winry pushed him off hard. She sat up in anger. Ed looked at her innocently confused. “What’s wrong?” he asked. Winry shuttered in disgust. She knew what it was, but didn’t dare say it. “He’s getting worse every single day!” the girl thought annoyed. The boy never got it. His girlfriend was beginning to like Edward less and less each day. Sure she still loved him, but he was turning into a sick horny little pervert each day. Winry had to kick Edward out of her bed due to his constant wet dreams and moaning in his sleep. She had caught him many times masturbating in their bed to porno mags. He was constantly staring at women lustfully. Every time Winry turned around, Edward wanted sex from her every second they were alone together. The girl was even suspicious that he was cheating on her too many times. But what was the point of talking to him about it? Edward clearly didn’t see the problem. (Or rather saw it and didn’t want to see it!)

“You know what,” Winry said at last. “I’m going out for a while!” Edward looked at her like a little puppy. “Why?” he asked. “I just need to be alone!” his girlfriend replied in a rush. Winry quickly leapt off of the bed and hurried to the door. Edward started to follow behind when she yelled out, “No! Stay there!” Her boyfriend sat on the bed in misery. “I’ll come back when you can behave again!” she told him. “And don’t try anything while I’m gone!” Then, Winry hurried out the door in a rush and slammed it behind her.

Edward sat there all alone in defeat. What just happened? He had her right in the palm of his hands. The boy had worked his words and tone just perfectly. The plan was perfect until she refused to sleep with him and left. Where did he go wrong? “Damn it!” he thought. He fell back onto the bed. The boy felt himself trapped in a prison that would swallow his sanity whole and crush it to pieces. This was always how his morning screw attempts always ended. “Why does she always do this to me?” the alchemist thought in distress. He breathed out hard. This wasn’t fair! Edward was horny and wanted a girl to “play” with. The porn wasn’t helping anymore. He was banned by Winry from going to any brothels today. The dragon was awake and hungry. What the hell could he do from going crazy until she got back? “Damn you, Winry!” he thought annoyed. “Why do you always do this to me? You know I just want to sleep with you and nothing else like that!”

She’s doing this to you on purpose, Edward.

[Don’t you think I know that?]

I bet she’s going out to see another man and she’s punishing you for having fun!

Edward froze at that sick proposal. Winry cheating on him with another man? No! That’s just not like her! Why would she go against her own expectations of him and sleep around with some bloke? That’s out of character for her! She loved him too much to cheat on him. It couldn’t be. Could it?

[You’re lying! Winry would never do something like that to me!]

And how would you know that? What proof do you have that she’s innocent?

Edward went quiet there. He didn’t.

[I just know she is! Winry loves me and I love her! And that’s just it!]

Then, the alchemist heard something weird in his head. That little beast was actually… laughing at him! It was just flat out laughing at him. That angered the host even more.

[What the hell is so damn funny?!?”]

You love her?

[Yes!]

You sure have a funny way of showing it!

[And what’s that supposed to mean?]

Think about it! You’re sleeping around with various prostitutes, Derdra, Ai-Oni, and Mika…

[I only slept with Mika twice!]

But you *still* slept with her am I right? It doesn’t matter the number of times, you still slept with her, am I right?

Edward sat quiet at that statement. The truth was right there in front of him. All of this time, Ed was trying his best to ignore it. The old shame had woken up again. Edward had tried so hard to repress it back his little “buddy” had opened that wound and was slowly picking at it again just to mock him out of cruel hunger. The dragon smirked at him.

Now, as I was saying, you’ve slept around with many women. The prostitutes practically love you to pieces. You are famous in the Red Light District. Every whore wants a chance to sleep with the great Ed Elric!

[Stop it.]

Then, there’s your growing porn collection Winry doesn’t know about.

[Stop!]

Oh and there are your dreams about Derdra and Winry with some girl-on-girl action.

[SHUT UP!!!]

Ooo! Aren’t you touchy today! And why should I? It’s the truth, isn’t it? You’ve cheated Winry too many times! So, I personally don’t see why she wouldn’t flee into the arms of another man! I mean, look at you! You’re turning into a sexually desperate little toy that just has to sleep with anything that moves! I’ll bet sex is on your mind every second! You already had two STD tests done on you already. When was the last time you slept decently? It’s starting to show badly. They’re really concerned about you, Edward. They are questioning what is wrong with you. But only you and I know the real reason why you can’t really sleep anymore. You’re just a sad slag with an overactive libido!

[It’s your fault! You’re the one who’s driving me to do all of this!]

That may be true. But is it *really* all of my doing or is this the real you and I’m helping you to see that for the first time?

Edward sat still again. It was the entire truth! He couldn’t deny it anymore. Was this what Winry was trying to tell him this morning? How could he be so blind to see? The dragon grinned to itself. It had its host right where it wanted him. It was done playing the guilt card. Now it was time to play the caring card.

Aw! Come on, it’s not that bad. You’re just upset because you haven’t gotten a way to get some of that sexual energy out yet. You know what you need? A nice dirty mag and your left hand for the morning!

Edward’s eyes grew big at those words. This was a trick to get him to feed the evil beast. How could’ve he had let his guard down so easily? “Damn that bastard!” Edward thought to himself. “He got me again!”

[No!]

Why not?

[Winry said…]

You’ve defied her before. So why are you so concerned about what she thinks now?

Damn! The little beast got him again! Twice in the same day! And it was only morning!

[Alright! I’ll do it!]

Good boy!

Edward sighed in defeat. He then got up off of the bed and went over to his trunk to get another porno mag to jack off to. This was always how it was in the end. The dragon always won out. It controlled his mind, libido, and soul. Ed began to wonder if it could get any worse. Sadly, the answer would be yes within nine months. And pretty soon, Edward Elric would be in over his head with sexual desire.