Secret Pleasures:

Simone’s Notes:

Pleasure describes the broad class of mental states that humans and other animals experience as positive, enjoyable, or worth seeking. It includes more specific mental states such as happiness, entertainment, enjoyment, ecstasy, and euphoria. In psychology, the pleasure principle describes pleasure as a positive feedback mechanism, motivating the organism to recreate in the future the situation which it has just found pleasurable. According to this theory, organisms are similarly motivated to avoid situations that have caused pain in the past. The experience of pleasure is subjective and different individuals will experience different kinds and amounts of pleasure in the same situation. Many pleasurable experiences are associated with satisfying basic biological drives, such as eating, exercise, sex or defecation. Other pleasurable experiences are associated with social experiences and social drives, such as the experiences of accomplishment, recognition, and service. The appreciation of cultural artifacts and activities such as art, music, and literature is often pleasurable.

Pleasure is everyone’s lover. Manami delights in this every night. She finds in anyone that she fancies. Tonight, she wants certain incubus alchemist who is in mourning. She leans over on his shoulders.

“What’s the matter, babe?”

He shakes his head. She gives him a little pout.

“Is it those girls again?”

He lies back and sighs. “I can’t reach them.”

Manami climbs on top. “Give it time, they will come back to you soon.” Her fingertips caress his cheek to his chin. He looks at her with sad desperation in his eyes.

“Do you really believe so?”

Her lips gently touch his lips. “Just forget for tonight.” She shares another kiss with her. His automail arm reaches up to pull her in. His queen moans out in a short gasp.

“Yes! Just forget! Forget!” She bites into his lower lip hard enough to draw blood. Edward’s hips bounce as he pushes her closer to his body. Manami just loves to deliver pain to her lovers. It almost makes feel more alive than blood does. Edward is her favorite source to inflict pain on. No matter what mood he’s in, he takes it with a forced smile on his face. She licks up the darkened blood oozing out. Another kiss follows and she rams her tongue straight into his mouth.

Yes! Feel all of it, my little doll!

He can smell the heavy scent of Egyptian perfume on her breasts. He waits for her to smother him in them. That’s going to come later on with the biting. It embarrasses him to admit, but that part always turns him on. Almost as if she can read his mind, she smacks him with her right breast. Edward takes in a deeper breath. The sound makes his queen howl. Her nails dig into his shoulder for dear life. She pauses when she hears him mumble something.

“Hm?”

“F**k… me…”

“I’m sorry, what did you say?”

“F**k me, damn it! F** k me!”

The queen sits back, smirking. “Well, okay. I’ll just have to grant you that wish, now will I?”

“YES!”

“Alright!”

The brutal ride begins from there. She slaps him with her breasts on and off. Edward grins at the abuse that he takes. That’s all he can do at the moment. But why? Only Manami knows the answer to that one.

“Forget. Just forget all about them tonight.” That’s what she appears to him for. She gets off on the pain of others. She has come to find that it’s her new addiction, her new secret pleasure. When her slaves are down and broken, she comes along and “fixes” them with her own “love.” They know it’s really poison, but they have gotten to the point where they have chosen to stop caring. Edward has already crossed this point. He closes his eyes and moans.

“Mistress…”

Manami smirks at his reply. She knows what will come next. She can’t fully banish Edward’s lonely pain; only numb it in a blind haze of sex and pain. It’s all just like dealing drugs to a client. She only deals out small doses to keep her slaves coming back to her for more. Pretty soon, she will get bored and change up the price for the pleasure. But for now, this will do just perfectly for her and him. Edward is her favorite toy to act out her favorite secret pleasure to. She smiles at this little fact as she lies asleep on Edward’s chest in more pain-pleasure filled dreams for tomorrow night for her next toy.

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