One Step to Madness:

Simone’s Notes:

There is a thin line between love and madness. It is called obsession. An obsession is an unwanted reoccurring thought in a person mind. It is one half of Obsession-Compulsive Disorder. Obsession can take form into anything. Drugs, money, and other simple hobbies come become obsessions. The most dangerous thing an obsession can take form into is people. The obsesser will do anything in their power to have the obsessed all to themselves. They even aren’t above murder…

Jakob slowly awoke alone in a dark room. He found himself naked and chained down to a black fetish sling. He had a black collar tightly around his neck. His legs were spread open. The mouse boy quickly became confused. “W-What is this?” he thought frantically. “Where am I?” Then, the mouse heard snickering. Jakob slowly looked forward. Riza Hawkeye stood in the doorway smirking at him. Her long blonde hair was down like flowing gold tapestry. She was dressed in a tight black corset top and a dark wine red miniskirt. Fishnet stockings held onto her perfect legs. The black velvet kitten heels completed her look. The mistress held a riding crop in her small hands. Jakob found himself quickly turned on by the mere sight of her. Riza saw his arousal getting hard really fast. The lieutenant smiled wickedly at him.

“Well, well, well,” Riza spoke in a husky seductive tone. “What do we have here? A horny little schoolboy?” Jakob couldn’t take his eyes off of her. The lieutenant kept smiling as she walked closer to her prey. The mouse’s heart began to race. “Can she be serious about this?” he thought. Riza slowly climbed into the sling. She huddled over her prey. He was a beautiful boy to behold. His ocean blue eyes were filled with fear and desire. He looked like a typical high school boy in a charming way. Riza lightly ran her graceful fingers through his dark tussled hair. “You sweet little pet,” she cooed. “You want it so bad, don’t you?” Jakob’s voice was completely gone. He couldn’t speak at all. Instead, the mouse boy just nodded. Riza smiled to him like the devil. “You can have it,” she replied seductively. “But… you have to say, ‘I confess.’” Jakob’s eyes grew big at that statement. “Confess?” he asked in a state of terror and delight. “Confess wha-?” The lieutenant lightly put her finger to his lips. Then, she let her other hand stray down to his cock and slowly began rubbing on it. The mouse’s heart began skipping wild beats. “Say it!” Riza said in a low voice as she continued rubbing. “I confess. Say it!” The strokes of her hand on his member were getting to him quickly. Sweat formed on his brow in a fast. The red in his face grew even deeper. “Say it! Say it!” Riza encouraged him.

[End of Dream]

“Jakob!” Mikey yelled out to his pal. The mouse woke up with a jerk. He saw his friend looking at with concern. Both boys were back in school again. They were in their morning English class as usual. The other students were still getting in the classroom. “Are you okay, Jakob?” Mikey asked. A pause came between them. How could mouse boy answer? This crush on Riza was slowly getting out of hand. The boy found himself having many wet dreams about her almost every night. Esther, his mother, was getting a little bit suspicious about constantly having to wash her son’s sheets every morning. (He had had ways of avoiding the sexual questions that she had thought about asking him.) He couldn’t even focus in class or his sketch book. His secret feelings for the lieutenant were slowly eating away at his sanity. But who could he tell? No one. How would they all understand? They just wouldn’t understand him. So, it was best to keep his feelings a secret. Jakob finally quickly nodded. “Y-Yeah!” he said at last. “I’m fine! I’m great!” Mikey looked like he didn’t believe him. “Are you sure you’re not sick or anything? You look like you haven’t slept in weeks.” “I’m fine, Mikey!” Jak insisted. “Okay….” his best friend said uneasily. The mouse decided to try and change the subject.

“You look worn out yourself, Mike,” Jakob spoke up softly. “Did your dad make you run around the neighborhood too early again?” Mikey looked away bitterly. “Two o’clock in the morning!” he answered harshly. “What?” the mouse asked in shock. “Why?” His friend leaned in really close. “He walked in on Stef and me!” he whispered quickly. Jak’s eyes grew big in slight worry. “How did he take it?” he whispered. Mikey looked as if he was going to cry. Jakob had his answer right away. “Really bad?” he asked. His friend nodded. “He said, ‘Oh Mikey, you can’t become gay just because you can’t buff up.’” the boy went on softly. Jakob stared at him dead straight. “He actually said that?” he whispered back. Mikey nodded sadly. “I ended up crying all night!” he finished. “Damn,” Jakob said. “Your dad has my mom beat on that one!” He noticed that his friend’s eyes were welling up with bitter tears. Jakob figured that it was time to change the subject. He knew that Mikey’s father’s exercise program was a sensitive matter to bring up. The mouse quickly looked around. “Where are Ginny and Hunter?” he asked. “They should be here soon.” Mikey answered once he got himself back together again. “It takes them a while to get here, remember?” “Alright.” Jakob replied calmly. Then, his friend returned back to his desk. Jakob put his head in hands. He only hoped that he could stay focused today. Why does love torture everyone so much? The mouse took in deep breath as well.

“HOLY COW!!!!” Hunter yelled aloud on the street. “What?!?” Ginny replied in shock. They were both walking to school. Since they live in another neighborhood from their other two friends, it takes them a little longer to get to school. But, they made the most of the trip by talking about random things in life. “Get a load of her! WHOA!” the Irish boy yelled out. Ginny looked across the street. Nurse Izzie Morrison was heading to work. She was a hot sight to see. Her long blonde hair was out and flowing. It bounced with each quick step she took. Her breasts stayed in place perfectly in her light blue uniform. The nurse’s legs were pretty and gracefully. Hunter was drooling at the hot doll as she kept walking. Ginny rolled her eyes in annoyance.

“You do this with every hot female you see!” his friend called out. Hunter looked at her innocently. “Aw, wha?” he asked. “Are you jealous?” “NO!” the girl snapped. “It’s just typical of you! You see a hot girl, you yell out like an idiot, and try to woo her until you get bored and find another girl.” “So?” the Irish boy asked harmlessly. “I’m just looking at my options.” Ginny stared at him like he was crazy. “This isn’t about Isaac’s stupid deal, is it?” she asked sharply. “Yes and no,” Hunter answered. “Why?” Gin’s face became red with disgust. “Hunter!” she yelled out. “I can’t believe you!” “Hey come on!” the Irish boy protested. “If I’m going to loose my virginity to someone it might as well be to someone I’m going to at least want have one long-lasting relationship with, right?” “Well yes,” his friend agreed at first. “But that means you have to marry them as well!” “I can’t wait that long!” Hunter argued. “Sure, I’ll want to get married eventually, but I also want to sleep around a bit before then! Now come on, Jak and Mike are probably wondering what happened to us now!” Then, the Irish boy picked up the pace and continued walking. Ginny just shook her head to herself. “He still doesn’t get it!” she thought in defeat. “Come on, Gin!!!” Hunter yelled ahead of her. “Coming!” Ginny replied. Then, she ran after her butch Irish friend to catch up.

Edward sat in bored misery. The dragon was hungry again. Come on! I want more hookers! [No!] Why not? Ed wanted to answer that, but how could he and actually mean it? He too wanted sex with hookers at the moment. But, it was just too risky. Look, if this is about Winry, it’s okay. You’re not really cheating on her. Powerful men visit hookers all of the time. Even some of your buddies in the military are doing it too! [But what makes it okay for me to do the same?] Just trust me on this one! Edward hated it when this beast always told him lies like that. But yet just like right now, he always believed them. Pretty soon, Ed found himself leaving the inn to go down to the Red Light District. The dragon sat in his soul smiling to itself. Once again, it had won!

“He told you what?!?” Hunter yelled aloud in the afternoon. Jakob, Mikey, Hunter, and Ginny were all on the roof having lunch. “Dad said that I couldn’t become gay just because I couldn’t buff up!” Mikey repeated sadly. “That f*****g arsehole!!!” the Irish boy yelled out as he nearly broke his chopsticks. “Watch your mouth!” Ginny snapped at her friend. “Don’t start with me on one of your lectures about how swearing will send me to Hell!!!” Hunter shouted at her. “Fine,” the Catholic girl replied. The Irish boy turned his attention back to Mikey. “Sometimes I swear that if I his age, I’d march over to your house and beat the shit out of him!” he went on. The gay boy just nodded at him. “What about my mom?” Jakob cut in. “Would you beat her as well?” “That’s different,” Hunter answered. “Your mother is scary! She would make a pro-wrestler seem like a little child.” They all shuttered as they remembered how strict Esther is to everyone. “Back to the topic at hand,” Hunter spoke up. “Just be gay if it makes you happy!” “Yeah!” Jakob and Ginny agreed. Mikey began to feel better. “Thanks!” he said as he began to smile again. “There ya go!” Jakob called out. “You’re smiling already!” “I guess I am!” Mikey replied. Jakob sighed to himself. His only wish now that he could just find some way for Riza to finally notice him before he went mad!