Love Addiction:

Simone’s Notes:

Modern psychology assumes that fetishism either is being conditioned or imprinted or the result of a strong emotional experience. But also physical factors like brain construction and heredity are considered possible explanations. In the following, the most important theories are presented in chronological order: In 1887, psychologist Alfred Binet introduced the term fetishism, suspecting that it was the pathological result of associations. Accidentally simultaneous presentation of a sexual stimulus and an inanimate object, thus his argument, led to the object being permanently connected to sexual arousal. About 1900, sexual psychologist Havelock Ellis brought up the revolutionary idea that already in early childhood erotic feelings emerged and that it was the first experience with its own body that determined a child's sexual orientation. Psychiatrist Richard von Krafft-Ebing consented to Binet's theory in 1912, recognizing that it predicted the observed wide variety of fetishes but unsure why these particular associations persisted over the whole of a lifetime while other associations changed or faded. In his eyes, the only possible explanation was that fetishists suffered from pathological sexual degeneration and hypersensitivity.

Jaks and Havoc were walking through the ground floor apartment parking lot late one June night. They had become icky like a little engaged couple. The affection was getting sweeter and more tender each day. Jaks thought that she would just throw up at times like this. But yet, she knew that she would get used to it. Jean was happy that she was going to be his wife soon. His luck with love just kept on rising. Jacilyn cuddled close to her soon-to-be-husband. The lt. held her close to him. His comrades didn’t mind much anymore about hearing about him and Jaks getting married. Roy on the other hand, tried to put on a fake smile every time Jacilyn was mentioned at work. He seemed to be happy for the couple. But, Havoc knew better. His boss was plotting something. The lt. just knew it. So, he kept waiting to see what good old Roy would pull next. His boss was unpredictable like that. So in order for this wedding to happen, Havoc decided to keep a close eye on Mustang and whatever plots that he had up his sleeve.

“Jean!” a voice called him back to Earth. The lt. quickly looked down. His fiancee was still cuddled close to him. Havoc just couldn’t help but to smile at her. Jaks was warming up to monogamy. He was at the point that he could tell what mood his girl was in. Talking didn’t give much away for him to figure it out. When she was frowning, she was in a grouchy mood. Little smirks were in a happy-snarky mood. Grins were the torment posh-sticks up the ass mood. Tonight, the head nurse is an increasing horny mood. Jaks was only cuddly and sweet when she wanted to get laid. Havoc lightly stroked her hair.

“Yes Jaks?” he asked in a calm gentle voice. The head nurse looked up at him with lust-filled eyes. A sweet little smile came across her wickedly lovely face. She held onto him closely.

“Mama wants some lovin’!” she said to his chest. Havoc could feel his own body getting hot. His tongue was completely gone from his mouth.

“Oh wow...” was all he could say at last. “Now?”

“Uh-huh.” Jaks said to him sweetly.

“Right here?” the lt. asked in surprise.

“We could...” the nurse replied. “Always wanted to do it in a public place like this.” Right then, Havoc had his answer. He turned her to face him completely. An excited grin came across his face.

“Okay then!” he called out. “Lead the way!” Jaks smiled at him wickedly. Then took him over knew one of the stands of the parking lot. The head nurse leaned up against it with her back. Havoc just kissed her lightly on the lips. Jaks kissed back. She embraced him in her arms once again. The nurse moved his strong hands to her lovely chest. Jean was really aroused now. He sped up with the kisses. She slipped her tongue into his mouth. The lt. moaned and French kissed her back. He began lightly caressing his girl’s breasts. Jaks just moaned loudly in his mouth. Havoc had become an addiction to her. Jaks just had to do him close to every night. He was actually one of the good boys. That was the first thing that kept her to him. Plus, he knew how to please a woman so well. “He’s too good to let go of!” Jaks thought one too many times.

She reached straight down to his pants. Jacilyn grabbed them and quickly undid them. Havoc tried his best to stay still. Summer had a weird affect on couple. When it heats up, passion heats up as well. Couple soon become animals in heat. That was what was happening tonight. Desire had overtaken their minds. Jaks and Havoc couldn’t resist anymore. The passionate lust had overtaken them.

Jean’s hands found their ways to the nurse’s short white shorts. He slowly began undoing them. Her flesh was so warm tonight. His libido increased drastically. Jean yanked down her shorts in a rush. She in returned reached into his pants and whipped it out. The lt. couldn’t hold back anymore. He yanked down Jaks’ panties, pushed apart her thighs, and got right to work. The head nurse shut her eyes in happy bliss. Soft moans escaped from her sweet lips. The lt. started off slow as usual. His finacee held onto him tightly. Havoc began kissing on her to keep her quiet. The nurse kissed back happily. That drove Jean to speed up even more. He too was addicted to Jacilyn. She was on his mind all of the time. This wild woman began the inspiration in his live. She pushed him to do better with his life. Havoc was more competitive now. The other soldiers were even starting to look up to him. The higher-ups kept asking him how he got so good. Jean would just shrug at them modestly with his cigarette in his mouth as usual.

“Oh,” he replied. “For every strong man, there’s an equally strong woman.” Breadsley was even offering the lt. his own subordinates and a promotion really soon. Havoc happily shared the news with his wife-to-be. Jaks was more than happy to share the joy with him in her own way. The nights were always getting hotter and hotter. Their friends were telling them to save it for the honeymoon. But it was just so hard to quit one another. This lust had turned into a huge love addiction. And neither one knew how to quit.

“HARDER!!!” Jaks cried out in the parking lot. Jean complied happily. He wasn’t sure where he got his new ego from. But, the man was enjoying it. This ego had become his new best friend. Jaks was shaping him just right. The lt. had more of a backbone now. He was challenging some orders in his head. He was a still a loyal dog, however. Jean did not forget for one second that Mustang was still his boss. In fact, Roy was more of a powerful friend than a boss. Jean may have loved Jacilyn, but Mustang was still his boss. Havoc had found that strong balance between both of them. It wasn’t easy at first, but he had achieved it. In the beginning, Jean was stuck between them both. He was loyal to Mustang, but in love with Jaks. The natural thing to do was try and make both of happy. But over time, he realized that was next to impossible. So, Havoc decided to try and balance them both out. It has worked out fine ever since.

Jean began lightly kissing down Jaks’ neck. His girl moaned aloud happily. She shut her eyes in heavy bliss. Her friends were still adjusting to her change. They were more used to her being the “Bitch Artemis” as they affectionately called her. They weren’t really for her to become “Bitch Aphrodite” just yet. They all seem to shutter at the idea of Jacilyn being in a strong and stable relationship. They were happy to know that she wasn’t talking about babies at all. (She had sworn off being a mother at any time of her life.)

“But what if Jean wants children?” Derdra asked her one day. The head nurse just shrugged at the younger nurse. The conversation was over from there. The girls were relived that that part of her hadn’t changed at all. “Give ‘em time!” the head nurse thought. “They’ll get used to it!” This new arrangement would work perfectly. Just as long as he didn’t want any children as well.

Havoc sped up even more within his girlfriend. There were times that Jaks had to bring him back down to earth. As it was said before, Jean had developed an ego since he and the head nurse started dating. Sure, Jaks stroked her man’s ego in bed after lovemaking, but she also made sure it didn’t go to his head as well. When she said all of her sweet words, Jaks would grab Jean by the inner thigh with her nails.

“Ow!” her boyfriend would yelp lightly. “What was that for?” Jaks would look up at him innocently.

“To keep that all from going to your head so you don’t become one of those jerks I used to date!” the head nurse answered with a sweet smile on her face. The lt. would look at her pouting innocently. Jaks would smile at him and lightly kiss the pain away on his lips. Jean would happily kiss her back and begin another steamy ride into pleasure kingdom. That was how Jacilyn kept her man in line. And this system was working perfectly in top gear for them both.

After a while, Havoc came hard within his fiancee.

“OHHHH!!!” he yelled out. He laid his head against her lovely chest. Both were panting hard. Havoc looked up into her blissful eyes. He couldn’t help but to smile at her richly. The lt. reached forward and lightly brushed away her bangs from her beautiful face.

“You okay?” he asked in a low voice. Jacilyn could barely speak at all at first. He always took her breath away for a time after they made love. She had definitely known that she had found the one.

“Yeah!” she panted out at last. The head nurse then looked into her soon-to-be-husband’s eyes. They were filled with more lust and hungry for another round. She knew too well what was coming next tonight.

“So,” Jean spoke up. “You want to head back up to our room now?” Jacilyn just smiled at him wickedly. How could she say no to him? He had that much powerful over her and he wasn’t even trying! She just leaned forward and happily kissed him on the lips. Havoc kissed back lightly. He pulled back smiling.

“I’ll take that as a yes!” he replied seductively. Jaks smiled at him sweetly.

“You took it well!” she replied. Then they both got dressed and hurried back to their apartment. Their addiction to each other just kept on growing.